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The Basics:

Name: thedrowned
Age: Double the square of 5 divided by 2
Location: AST timezone (GMT -4)
Occupation: Student
How did you find out about this community? (Specify usernames if you remember them.) far_to_nowhere


Personality Questions:

1) List and expand upon your three best traits / strengths. (These should be personality-related, not physical.)
= Creativity, hence my joining... that's about it.

2) List and expand upon your three worst traits / weaknesses.
= I'm a bad person. No one likes me and I do mean things.
= I'm a hypocrite. I epitomise hypocrisy, and feel pretty ashamed about it.
= I'm negative and a cynic. I think I've been burnt enough in the past to assume it'll happen again.

3) Rate yourself on the following traits by putting an 'X' in the box you think fits best. (E.g. if you are slightly more introverted than extroverted, put an 'X' in the second box.) Explain your choice as well.

Introverted [X] [ ] [ ] [ ] [ ] Extroverted
Explain: I don't like many people, and the people I do, I am waaaay too shy to bother saying anything. I don't like to talk about myself if I can avoid it, and my journal is usually full of fandom blah blah.

Cheerful [ ] [ ] [ ] [ ] [X] Gloomy
Explain: Not entirely true, but for the most part accurate. I just don't get WHEEE HAPPY often.

Leader [ ] [ ] [X] [ ] [ ] Supportive
Explain: I can and have done both roles before. I am comfortable as long as I know which one I am supposed to be.

Confident [ ] [ ] [ ] [X] [ ] Modest
Explain: Sometimes I will start a project and feel confident. But for the most part, I am certain I am basically worthless.

Reserved [X] [ ] [ ] [ ] [ ] Impulsive
Explain: I think through most all my actions, even up till possible outcomes. Like a chess game.

Energetic [ ] [ ] [ ] [ ] [ ] Calm
Explain: I marked none because calm, to me, is typically defined by "not showing or feeling nervousness", though I am rather nervous. But energetic is not what I am in any sense. "Mellow" might be more appropriate.

Feminine [ ] [ ] [ ] [ ] [X] Masculine/Tomboyish
Explain: Cogito, ergo sum.

4) Describe how you typically work in teams. Is it generally a good experience, or do you prefer working by yourself? Do you like to lead and make decisions or do you prefer to let others make decisions so that you can do the legwork? You may find it helpful to give an example of a team you worked on recently and how that went.
Depends on the team and what we are doing. Work and school make teamwork a chore and a horrible experience. Something like a landcomm, however, is different in that "teamwork" is typically defined by working toward a common goal and not working on bits and pieces. Sure, there will be challenges like that, but for the most part, this place should be great. I only like to lead when given permission. I don't try to take over anything unless they're willing to give up leadership to a willing participant, etc.

5) What interests/hobbies do you have? How do you like to spend your free time?
I used to draw, but now I just do homework, haha.

6) Describe one to three careers you would find ideal, with a little explanation of why it appeals to you.
= Graphic artist, because hey, what artist doesn't want to be one?
= Astronaut, because space amazes me and I still want (NASA) to take a true-light image of Earth from the moon
= Traveling salesman, but mostly because I want to travel, not sell anything haha


FF Questions:

7) List one to three favorite Final Fantasy games and why you like them. Sequels/spin-offs/non-numbered/KH/Dissidia games are okay.
FFTA/FFTA2/CT:FFF, because they're all spin-offs, they all have a weak audience, and they're the most well thought out games because they aren't mainstream by any means, and are also unique, which I am typically drawn to.

8) List one to three of your favorite Final Fantasy characters and why:
Kadaj. He's my idol, I put my hair like his, I want to be him. I know, not a game character, but I couldn't not put him. I apologise in advance, because I typically like characters I can relate to, but I'm hardly like Kadaj. Or maybe I am, I don't know. I just love a character who seems evil, and is really just misled. I say I am a bad person and it typically shows, but when I look back on it, it just looks like a misunderstanding. I shake my head, however, and assume that I am just evil, even though I apologise through gritted teeth.
Squall Leonhart. He is me in a nutshell. I'm a little more BAAAWW than him, but it's about the same. Pre disc 3, that is. They say you typically like a character you feel is similar to you, so he's very much so.
Cloud Strife. I hem and haw and hate myself for everything I've ever done and not done, similarly to him. I wish I could take it all back and I spend most of my days trying to figure out how to time travel.

9) One to three characters you relate to (you may reuse answers from #8 if applicable) and why:
See number 8, because that's basically why my favourites are favourites, because I relate to them.

10) The FF game you liked playing least:
That's like asking me which air I liked breathing the least. Sorry, but air is air. End bad analogy.

11) One to three FF characters you dislike and why:
I dislike Rinoa, I guess, because I think she reminds me of me on a bad day. Whiny, self-absorbed, etc. Maybe also the "player" characters like Locke or Setzer or Zidane, because they seem shallow initially. I don't know. I don't really dislike characters.

12) Favorite weapon in a Final Fantasy game (either the name if you liked the name, or a picture if you liked the look of it, or a description if it had awesome stats/abilities):
Take your pick, I'm a nerd for good weapons. Anything that has fighters drooling is my favourite.

13) Your favorite Final Fantasy summon (e.g. Ifrit, Carbuncle, Bahamut, etc.):
Leviathan

14) Your favorite spell/ability/technique that can be learned in a Final Fantasy game (e.g. Esuna, Steal, special finishes/overdrives such as Tifa's Final Heaven limit break, etc.):
Ultima

15) A Final Fantasy mini-game/sidequest you invested entirely too much time into:
Chocobo Hot N' Cold

16) Your favorite Cid:
Cid Highwind, because he's playable for the entirity of the game (yeah, you thought you caught me on FF3, pfft no). As for persona, all Cids are exquisite for their own reasons.

17) Optional: Up to one class you think does not fit you, with reasoning why.
N/A

Comments

[roax.livejournal.com]

I'm actually thinking of Soldier for you. While I see a lot of Dragoon too, they just always strike me as very confident characters while you seem to be more modest and well, I don't want to sound offensive or anything since it's definitely not my intention but you seem not to realize your positive traits perhaps? Again, I don't mean it in a bad way but it reminds me of characters like Squall or Cloud. They don't really talk about positive stuff about them and "hide" themselves from others and are often like "I don't care" etc. Very introverted I'd say and you seem to be like that too. You're tomboy-ish, gloomy and reserved which reminds me of them (but not the Tidus-type soldiers). The fact you relate to the soldiers probably swayed me a bit too. Soldiers seem a but more impulsive than you but again, I had to pick one of those. Dragoon is my second close with some Black Mage here and there. Ugh, I hope I am making any sense and I apologize if i sound rude, I didn't mean to, especially since I personally like Cloud and Squall and they seem to similar to you.
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[thedrowned.livejournal.com]

Not rude in the least, I greatly appreciate your honesty.